Cancer. June 30

Cancer is one of those things that are very close to me. Both my grandmothers and one grandfather had cancer. I've been told I have leukemia because I was sick for two days. I know someone a year older than me that has leukemia. I've read a book, and seen the movie, about a girl with leukemia.

Like I said, both three out of my four grandparents have had cancer. I'm not going to share exactly what type they had because that's more information than I'm willing to post. Though, some of the things I'll say will hint at what type of cancer they had. When my grandfather was still alive, I wasn't very connected with him, but I still loved him. Because of his cancer it was very hard to speak with him. He couldn't pronounce words that well, due to surgeries. Now my one grandmother I didn't really know she had cancer until she died. My other grandmother, however, is still alive, I knew she had cancer, and I'm probably most connected with her. I would consider her my best friend, hands down. I think it was last week that I was asking her questions about when she got and what it was like with the chemo. She told me something that I will never forget: "They told me that they're going to kill you before they can revive you."

In 7th grade, I was sick was two days in a row (shocker, right?). I think it was because I had a horrible migraine and could not function in school. So what do I get when I come back from being home? I get someone telling me that another person said that I had leukemia. Isn't that a lovely thing to come back to school with? Even if that person was joking — which they were — cancer isn't something that you should joke about. What if I really did have leukemia? They would probably felt like total crap.

In my chemistry class last year, there was a boy would had leukemia. I didn't know that he had it until someone told me. It was puzzling to me why he was absent so many times, but then I realized after the fact it was because of his treatments. Then, sometime during March he just didn't come back. I found out the following April that his leukemia had come back. I also told that he would be able to come back to school until the following April. AT THE EARLIEST. It's horrible how young people can get these horrible diseases that cause them to have terrible lives. :(

This last thing isn't personal, but I thought I should add it because I was going to originally have this post about it. For one month this past school year we were given free choice of reading for English. I chose My Sister's Keeper because I had wanted to read it for awhile. The main idea of the book is about a girl would has leukemia and is going to die if her parents don't have a second child. The parents end up having the second child, but after 11 years of donating tissue and cells the sister doesn't want to. If you want to read more, Wikipedia can help you. Last Saturday I saw the movie that came out the day before. I knew it wasn't going to be as good as the book, but I didn't think it was going to be that different.

So there you have it. Probably the most personally one of my posts is ever going to get. Whenever I hear someone joking about cancer I just want to punch them. It something that can completely destroy someone's life (along with their friends' and family's). Please, just don't joke about it.

Themeforest Component: Clientless June 23

Themeforest recently released a JavaScript and PHP components category. I had been working on my component for them, submitted it on Sunday, and was accepted yesterday night. The script is called Clientless and what it does it help you maintain your portfolio easier. You can upload images of the client's website and have them displayed any way you would like. Description from Themeforest:

Nobody wants to be clientless, do they? With Clientless getting your portfolio up to date has never been easier. New finished project? Sure! Just go to the admin panel and click "add new", enter the details, and you're done! Misspelled something; don't like the way you worded something? Quick, easy editing is at your finger tips. And if you really don't want to have an item in your portfolio, just hit the delete button, agree to the "are you sure?" confirm box and presto, it's gone!

Includes:

  • Easy to add/edit/delete clients.
  • Upload an image with the client (built in).
  • Can be displayed ANYWHERE on the site, not just the installed directory.
  • No need to fumble around with a Wordpress theme.
  • Simple templating system, completely customizable.
  • Images get deleted when clients are deleted from database.

Login for admin panel:
Username: username
Password: password

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Version 1.1 (in review):

  • Added logout link.
  • Image checking in admin panel.

You can purchase Clientless from Themeforest for only $8. :)