Special Someone
Everyone has a special someone in their life, right? It could be your significant other, or your mom, your dad, anyone really. It can be as simple as a friend sometimes. I have a friend like this and I'm going to talk about him for a second.
I'll begin by saying I've never really had a best friend, especially a best friend who's a guy, that just didn't happen for me. So last June when I started talking to him, it was kinda weird that he kept texting me. I talked to him at this playwright thing and then after that we were just talking everyday, but it was always him who started the conversation.
And over the summer, because of personal issues with both parties, we became really close. Like, the only other person I've been remotely like this with is my grandmother, and even her it's nothing like this. We've only gotten closer since then. Today was his graduation and he wanted me to be there so it made me feel good knowing someone actually wanted me to go to their graduation.
And then we fought. A little over an hour ago. And I don't know where we stand. I'm not really sad but I kinda am, nothing like I normally am sad. I'm a very independent person and if this is what he wants, for us to go our separate ways, then I can't stop that and I think I'll be able to do okay.
I usually sleep this type of stuff off and I'm happy I'm tired because it makes it easier to cope with the feeling. No picture for this entry, there's nothing I would want to post for it anyway.
Update: He did apologize. I knew he would, I just hate being mad and fighting. This isn't the first time that things have been this bad, I just felt like voicing my feelings this time.
If you guys are really close, things should turn out okay. Take it from someone with a strong personality who gets into arguments with people resonably often - it won't last. My friend and I had a pretty big fight the other week and now we're friends and I'm photoshopping her face onto Dog the Bounty Hunter's wife. And about a month ago my one friend got really pissy with me and we were both mad at each other, and we didn't talk for a few days and then he got over it and I got over it and things were peachy.
So, yeah, it will probably turn out okay either way!
Clem Jun. 26th, 2011